hey every one :) sorry, i know it's been long again. but I"M GRADUATED!! haha after that i went to the best party ever. like... ever lol. after the ceremony jesse and i went to his dad's for a bbq, and we each had 2 of those four loco energy drink 12% alcohol things and we (or at least i) was already pretty trashed haha then we went to my friends grad party, and holy shit. haha. i played ber pong for the first time. and 2nd 3rd and 4th.... lol. by the end of that, the 4th game was just a mistake. the 2nd game we did like, 3 shots of rum in each cup instead of beer, then the 3rd was me and jesse against my friends dad and his friend, and his friend was like "that's pussy beer pong" cause the cups were a quarter full, so he filled them all the way lol and the 4th game... i was gone. i had also had 13 jello shots, 2 regular beers, and a mike's harder. haha i have never in my life been so drunk!! it was soooo much fun :) it was at least 150 people there between friends and her whole family and everything. and.... our friend jon totally fucked her aunt that night... and her aunt is almost 50 years old and is also a grandma. and not that attractive. he's 16 and i'm fuckin proud of him for pulling that off!! haha but ew....
amazingly, i was not hungover the next day :) which is even better cause i had to go to work lol.
anyway, idk what stories to tell honestly. but jesse is no longer joining th navy, which i'm okay with (: he got a landscaping job and right now he gets $8.50 and hour and in 10 ays he'll get $9.50 because that's the end of his "probation" period, and he might get another dollar raise after that because he's the only one that can drive the frickin truck lol.he hasn't even worked there for 3 weeks and he's already going to be leading his own team for jobs, so obviously it's going good (:
speaking of driving... still no god damn fuckin license. grr.....
BUT!! soon enough i will no longer be living at home :D me and jesse are gonna move in with our 2 friends who've been together for 2 years and our other friend/jesse's brotherish. it's gonna be the best fucking thing ever!! we found this really nice house too! its 3 bed 2 bath for 795 a month, and it's pretty decent sized too, the kitchen is huge! and so is... everything else lol there's even an extra living room thing we're gonna make a pool room if we get it (: the guy said that th water and trash are together and its usually around 56 a month, and the payment to move in is 1800... but it includes the 1st months rent in that and if we stay there through the whole lease then we get it back when we move out, so it's totally worth it!! i so hope we get it.... the only problem is it's farther from all of our jobs than we wanted, but we could still manage. (as long as i get my license and jesse gets a new car too cause his completely shit out.)
and i am now getting close to being able to buy my car again (since i had to spend almost $600 dollars on school fees, prom dress, graduation stuff, and every other stupid ass thing my parents made me pay for.) i'm so pissed at them for all of that.... they make me buy my prom dress, grad dress, pay school fees for all 4 fucking years that they haven't been paying, yearbook, and i have to buy my car from them. the car taht my grandpa bought my older sister, but she doesn'a want it. so instead, they are buying her a new car. fucking seriously guys? i'm the one who got a job at 16 as soon as i could and has been basically doing everything for myself, as well as helping them pay for groceries gas and rent when needed, and my sister's first job wasn't until she went to college and she relied on them for her whole life and still half does, and they're still buying shit fr her? what the fuck? she's fucking 20 years old, and i know she can handle herself. i'm not even 18 yet and i have to live my god damn life out of my pocket? wow, that's fair.
i guess i don't mind really, it just shows that i'm more responsible and everything and i wanna move out anyway so it shows that i can easily handle myself out in the real workld cause i barely live here now. but it just pisses me off that they'd be so unfair to their own children. :p whatever.
i just hope they let me move out before i'm 18.... cause i haven't exactly talked to them about it. but i think i have some good reasons.... it'll make things easier for them and me, and eitehr way i'll be moving out the SECOND i turn 18 (literally. the very second. i kid you not), and our lease on this house now ends at the end of the summer and they're moving out into somewhere else anyway. and it would make it easier and cheaper for them to find a house with 1 less bedroom, so if i just move into my house when they move into their's i think it would make sense... right? anyone please tell me if this logic is faulty lol because i don't want to say these things to my parents if it just makes me sound dumb lol but i think it's pretty legit. or at least the last one if nothing else.
the only not so great thing lately is my weight..... after graduation i lived with my aunt for a week and they eat so. much. food there. its absolutely retarded. and i had to eat every meal they made because if not, i'm anorexic. :p so i gained a shit load of weight. then when i went back home it was my period, so i decided to wait til after that to REALLY try to lose it, and it ended the day before yesterday and as of 15 hours ago i'm at 129, which is already way better than i was (: i don't know what i weighed when i came back, but i think it was pretty damn close to 137.... that's almost 140 fuckong pounds. i was too scared to weigh myself to find out for sure though, so i didn't weigh until this morning before i went to work.
and speaking of work, i had to work from 9 this morning til 11 tonight :p it was so upleasant lol. cause the owner got really sick and was puking and almost passing out n shit so justin (manager) called me a little befoer 9 and begged me to come in early and work a split to help cover because it was only him and the new guy who started yesterday there, and the corporate guy was coming in to do all the compliance stuff for the end of the month so i went in :p but i just stayed through instead of diong the split because if i left it would've been the new guy and the corporate chick there alone for an hour, and that's just not fair to jason (new guy) lol. but hey, money is money right? :) i work 10 days in a row these couple weeks then have 1 day off too :p and from the 20th of this month til july 11th i'll be working at least 40 hour weeks because one of our girls as to take her linicals for nursing school and will have those 3 weeks off. so at least i'll be making money!!! :D
and!! i'm stil going to be going to sterling at the end of the summer for a week to teach colorguard at my old band teacher's band camp and i'll get paid for that! plus my drawings :) and i'm wanting to get a second job for just a couple days a week that pays better, but as i think about all of this i don't think i will until after i get back from the band camp... just because i'd be WAY overworked for those 3 weeks then id have to take a week off anyway for the band thing, so i'll just let it wait i guess :p all the hours those 3 weeks will help me out a lot too.
let's see..... what else?
OH!!!!!! i got to smoke weed with my little sisteR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D she ate a brownie the day before and i told her that if she's going to do things with weed, she HAS to do them with her sister :) she said she liked it, and she's been eating brownie's with her friends like, every or every other day since haha. i am so excited! kinda.... i mean i hate that i've like, corrupted my little sister..... .ike a lot. but it's pretty sweet to be able to sit down and toke a bowl with your sister (:
k.... i think that's it.
intake today: a grilled cheese sandwich on flatbread @ subway aka work lol. and an oatmeal cream pie. plus lots of water and a cup of coffee, and a rockstar lemonade energy drink which is only 10 cals, and the coffee was black. so not too shabby (: the cheese was a bad idea... but i'll get over it, it's better than i have been taht's for damn sure.
okaay, i think i'm done now. i'll post soon for sure this time (:
<3 stay strong everyone!! and i've missed you all :)
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